well its been forever once again.. but thats all good soo how about i am at Topsail Island with becki for the 2nd time thiss summer......but its all good.....we are having a blast.. me and chris arent friends anymore soo yea we got into a big agruement and now we hate each others guts....but thats drama crap and i hate it... so yea... i am at my # 1 cousins house and i love it here... i am moving here in a year and a half... woooo0 i cant wait ... almost there so life has been ok i guess prolly could be better but ooo well life goes on right? i wish i just could be loved.....

so next subject i think i like this boy that used to really like me but i messed up things with him i think but i am not too sure i dont even think he knows that i might like him and i prolly wont tell him either but thats just me ... its really sad though.....

ok well i about out of words i never get on here anymore because of myspace sooo yea it might be awhile before i update it again...

love ya me

i dont know what i want anymore i am sooo confused about everything but mainly with CB i just dont know i wish i did but dont !!! my life is crazy right now with my wreck and alll and nothing works out but in the end i kow it will!!!! i wish i knew all the answers but i dont but thats all good nobody gets on xanga anymore so i have a myspace now so yea ttyl guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   <3 jay

answer the following questions and put it in my comments....................only if i consider you as a best friend!!!! sorry to the rest of you!!!!or if you know me real well!!!!!!!!!    ~~~~GOOD LUCK~~~~

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. my birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. whats my eye color:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. what's one of my favorite things to do:
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
14. describe me in 3 words:
15 how would you describe me to someone:
 16 ell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
 17what do you like most about me:
:18  if we could spend a day together what would we do:
19: have we ever gotten in a fight:
 20 do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or more years:
 21Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24 What makes me happy?
25 . What makes me sad?
26 What reminds you of me?
27 If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
29. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
.30 Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
.31 Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
32 If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
33. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
34. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
35. Would you make a move on me, and if so, what?
36. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

   well hopefully you guys know me but mostly the ones who thought they knew me really dont know me at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lata

                                             ~JYDA*BUGG~                         

well i am still at kennys i will be here until 2 morrow! we all had a BLAST at the beach it was soooo much fun!!!! me and kristin got in the water and OMG it wasFREEKIN COLD! i have never felt anything so cold. but after your whole body gets numb you are ok! lol then we laid out it felt really good yesterday! OMG there were hott guys there . we went to EMERLAD ISLE!!!!!! we are going back in a couple of weekends for the whole weekend!WHOAAAAAAAAA!!!! anyways after we SWAM, LAID OUT, and look at HOTT GUYS, we went to some of the shops and bought some stuff! then we ate some seafood at JORDAN'S SEAFOOD! it was GOOD!so overall it was  a FUN TIME!!! well tonight we are just hanging out and doing whatever! then 2 morrow i have to be @ work at 4:00 ! YEAH!!not! i like working there its ok1 then when i get off at 8:00 we are all going FISHING that night a dhanging out again1 so i wont be home until late! then sunday i have a drama i have to do and the i have to be at wrok at 4:00 again and work until closing!!! what  FUN! well i am bout out of words so im gonna go i dont know when the next i will update this but HOPEFULLYsoon!  lata you guys!!!!!

                                     LoVe Ya ~JyDa-BuGg~